rollercoaster.

Overall my life is good.
I forget because my heart breaks daily.
I am proud of myself for taking my life in my own hands,
making a choice,
and not only making that choice but making a smart,
responsible, financially wise choice.
At the same time...
I'm away from my best friends,
my busy household means I'm often home alone,
school is good but not great,
I don't love it.
I know that I've forgotten how hard being at NAU was but
I remember all the great times,
all the memories,
and how overall my life was wonderful.
Everyday without fail I feel a million different ways.
At least I have that to count on.
People fail you,
they don't understand you
they can not read your mind
which is to bad cuz I would not have alot of my problems if they could.
Feelings are hard to share.
I hate to be vulnerable.
I'm too shy to take chances.


...overall my life is good.
:)