Tuesday, March 31, 2009

the last time...


my mom called the school,

she told them to tell me she had a headache

and I needed to come home.

It struck fear into my heart

cuz she had one before her last seizure.

I ran to my car and sped home

only to find her prefetly well.

Tears filled my eyes as she started

to yell at me about not getting dog food.

I turned around and drove back

to school, keeping it together

until I reached a dirt area and sat

and broke down.

I called her in hysterics saying

she was killing me with worry

and how could she lie like that

I was trying to make it through

school and things were hard enough.

I sat and cried through my chemistry class

and the stood and wiped my tears and moved on.

Tonight I feel I'll cry again,

this is worse.

He's gone

& I'm not ready for this.

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