me.

1. I sing over the noise of the blow dryer or vacuum.
2. I don't like meat. Never have, never will.
3. Sign language is the one thing in the world I feel I'm really good at.
4. I hate my nose, it's too long.
5. I am very stubborn.
6. I HATE fighting, or confrontation yet hate to have things unresolved.
7. I can apply almost any lyric to my current situation.
8. Needles, hamsters, the future and motherhood are my greatest fears.
9. I've been in love only a few times but had my heart broken on countless occasions.
10. I hate lying.
11. I have a CRAZY but wonderful family.
12. I prefer not to be in a crowd.
13. I could live off of bean and cheese burritos and egg sandwiches.
14. I still play the violin on occasion but wish I would practice more.
15. I worry about...everything.
16. I have no sense of direction what so ever.
17. I LOVE the snow & cold weather.
18. I look forward to the day I can own a real pet.
19. I need to tell people things, the slightest of details bug me if I don't share them.
20. I go to church because I want to.
21. I don't like violence of any form.
22. I'm a nerd and admit that i love school.
23. I enjoy watching my siblings grow up and pray that they learn from my mistakes cuz it's hard to watch them be sad.
24. Death is a concept that I haven't learned to handle well.
25. I know who I am.


I've been having a really hard time lately. Things are rough in my life but I'm living. I try not to focus on everything that's going wrong because I do have a lot to be thankful for. I usually don't like to talk about my issues cuz I can't express myself well. Someday things will turn around, til then I know who I am and can try to be a better person.