Thursday, December 3, 2009

"when I don't measure up to much in this life, I'm a treasure in the arms of Christ"

I’ve been angry.

It never happened to me before but ever since it’s been pretty constant.
This emotion grabs hold of the hole where my heart was and fills it full.
The sensation pulls it into silent rage and despair
.


Until I realize…

He is there for me & has felt this too.
This realization is why I now have a picture of the Savior in my car.
I wish I had one everywhere I go.
He is my “heart-burn medicine” so to speak.
He cools the anger in which I become so tightly bound.
I know He loves me.
This truth still doesn’t make it easy but at least it dulls the pain,

& I'm trying, which is all I can ask myself to do.

In this life I know what I've been But here in your arms I know what I am

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