Connecticut sky cover me with forgetfulness,
Eastern air clear my chest,
clear blue water wash the tears away
so I can get some rest.
Star-y night sky fill my mind with wonder,
forest green keep me in awe,
opportunity let me concur it so
I can get over it all.

I can't. I just can't.
Go through this again,
let it happen to me,
...if it's a choice why does either option feel rotten.
I want it to go away,
& let everything around
encompass me with all I need
to move on.