I was sitting here after making 3 substantial payments on my credit card and reality hit. The thought entered my mind that in the years since I've had my credit card this would be the first time that I would have to just make the minimum payment instead of paying it off like I do every month. It didn't come in a angry/panic/freaking out way that I thought it would, I just felt sad. Sadness that I am now an adult, and that this is the kind of things that adults deal with. I was just sitting trying to let it all soak in. Then a song came on my "piano" pandora radio station. He lives. And a different feeling filled my chest. I know my Savior lives and he watches out for me. It may be silly and insignificant to most to even hear about this sad experience I had but for my Savior, my older brother, that has felt every sorrow I've ever felt and have yet to feel, He knew that in this moment I need to know that He was there. I am so thankful for His hand in my life. I've been trying to notice it alot more lately because I've always knew it was there and need to acknowledge it.
Thank you.
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