It wasn't the wedding that I was devastated about not having.
It was not getting the after part that I was looking forward to.
I don't know why things happen the way they do sometimes but I can attest that going through hard things makes us stronger. Maybe God felt like my heart muscles were getting a little weak and that they needed an intense work out so I could see the potential in myself. To learn things I would not have other wise. To take self inventory and see where I often fall short. To really understand what it is to love anohter. I still don't know. But I do know that it's time to stop being sad,bitter,hurt,confused,angry,lost,alone and all that other non sense. It's time for me to get up off my knees, say amen and actually do His work. It's time for me to be positive and change.
2 comments:
I am sorry to hear that there was no wedding. Hang in there you will know when the time/person is right. You are a great gal with a lot to offer. Remember God only gives us what we can handle.
Thanks Nikki! I need to be invited to your blog again, I can't ever find it!
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