Uncomfortable in my own skin.

I'm mad at my largest organ. I hate the red bumps and itchiness that has take over my lower legs and what's more I despise the fact that it's lead me to have to seek medical attention. Tomorrow's my second doctors appointment to try and get some answers. I came home today, with all my feels, showered and changed into my crazy black and white leggins. I thought of this moment.

 My ariel silks class, a time when I was most comfortable in my body. I long for the time when I can feel even a tiny fraction of this again.