counting down hours is better than counting down days.

I only have hours before I leave campus and begin celebrating the season.

SO...

I'll tell you what I have been doing:

• WORK -Justice & with my best little buddy the lovely miss Kendall.
• SCHOOL- and lots of it, only ONE more hour to get of my 45!
• PLAY- not so much in this category but Hollie and I have our random adventures, Randy Day keeps me on my toes and I'd say some of my interpreting observation has been entertaining, how can it not be with a cute boy involved?!

What I want:

• Seems I always crave stability, maybe it's a myth but I hope to someday attain it.
• I wanna get my Gallaudet application done!
• Pink kitchen wishes are on the back burner for now but still in my head.
  

& what I'm looking forward to:

• buying/making Christmas presents! I have a few ideas I can't wait to try!
• Thanksgiving/spending time with my family
• NO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY!
  

My life's been so crazy busy I haven't had time to think. Which isn't quite a bad thing.

I read this blog and almost every single time I read it I tear up. I know her heart is breaking and to a lesser extent I know what it's like to feel ruined...

Starting to worry about my upcoming free time cuz my mind will drift to areas of my thoughts that I have blocked off, locked up and barricaded so that I can function in everyday life.

We will see...5 more hours.