Thursday, June 10, 2010

crazy imperfections.

I have bad gums.

I don't like to eat alone.

I can't spell.

I put my thumb nail in my mouth between my teeth when I'm nervous or self conscious.

I'm awful & awkward at sports.

I make lists for everything.

I hate pictures of myself.

I rarely take pictures that I'm not being goofy in.

I never do my hair.

I don't really care for make-up.

I have very limited cooking skills.

I get really weird with people from my past.

I loved nerd word games.

I don't like cute shoes cuz mostly their uncomfortable.

I am dramatic.

I sometimes don't handle things well.

I get super attached to my pet fish.

I could go on. But I have a point.

I realize I'm not perfect.

I'm not the cutest girl

or the girl that all the guys think is so cool for being tough

or the most outgoing, flirty type

or anything to that extent.

I have many a bad habits

and as much as I try to tame my insecurities

they follow me around like a bad penny.

However,

I know how to love.

I remember important things and also dumb little things.

I try to be a good gift giver.

I like to listen.

I think compromise is a great thing & important so I'll try what you want at least once.

I've made alot of mistakes but learned from them.

I also gain knowledge from people smarter than me.

Someday it will be right.

I'm hopeful that it'll just click for me.

I'll know exactly how to be perfectly imperfect

for someone who is the same for me.

1 comment:

Jasonainskeep said...

"To me there is nothing more rare, nor more beautiful, than a woman being unapologetically herself; comfortable in her perfect imperfection. To me, that is the true essence of beauty." Steve Maraboli