mark my words I will learn how to jerk.

I've been all over emotionally as of late.
Who know's if I will ever make up my mind.
I guess it's sorta my right as a 21 year old
& a female to change my thoughts constantly.
I leave for camp in about 3 weeks-ish.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I'm about 3/4th's nervous about everything,
but that leaves 1/4 for excitement and odds are
once I'm closer to being ready I'll get to be
even more excited.
I am realizing how much I will miss my
cousins and spending time with them
and my siblings and parents but again
it'll be good, I tell myself this often to
ensure that ratio of nervousness I feel doesn't
sky rocket!

I WANT SO BADLY TO DO THE JERK DANCE!