I'm dreaming about 6 months in the future

to keep my mind off the sick, gnawing pain I feel

from a stupid final in which I am highly disappointed.

Stupid school,

this created a unnecessary negativity in me that I'm trying to combat by

letting my mind wander to summer plans.

Last summer was tops for sure and I didn't

think there would ever be one to even compare to it

but the mere thought of potential plans for this next one

is almost matching it in wonderful mind clearing,

smile sticking, happiness powers

and I can hardly wait.