Monday, June 3, 2013

4 days...and now I'm freaking out.

What if it's not everything that I've imagined?
What if I don't make friends?
What if I die while trying to learn how to save people? (life guard training)
What if the campers don't like me?
What if I forget something and have no way of getting it?
What if my kitten forgets me and doesn't love me when I get home?
What if...
Before I was excited but now I'm nervous. There are so many things that occupy my mind on a daily basis that I just want to escape it all, but I know how it goes. That dark could that is my constant companion won't be fooled by hopping on an airplane and going to a place far away that I absolutely love.

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